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The past 6 months have been a roller coaster. one minute, up, and the next... DOWN. hand fights, make ups, and the just go on with life moments. Its been good, and Ive seen the real things that matter the most. I havent found work, but I think its best that I stay where Im at for a few more months, just to be with my father, who knows how much long he has. and Im trying my hardest to enjoy this time with him, but that saddness just reaps over everything , dreading the moment I know I will have to deal with, and have to figure out what to do, in a state of shock and panic. Ive been preparing myself for this for a long time now, and I feel its almost here, and I know Im no where near ready. but how can I really be read to deal with you DEATH. you come and go as you please, and you dont really give anyone signals that your knocking on their door.
anyhow, this year, I hope to make a great year. a year of growth and a year of spending with family. I hope everyone has a great year, this year. do what you want, and dont let others hold you back. I know thats one of the things Im going to work on.
anyhow, this year, I hope to make a great year. a year of growth and a year of spending with family. I hope everyone has a great year, this year. do what you want, and dont let others hold you back. I know thats one of the things Im going to work on.
miss you dad
so as if October 21st, 2016 at 130am, my father peacefully passed away in hospice care, my world is crushed. but im hanging on. and taking it one day at a time.
sad news
so the news isnt good, its about my father, he has 3 main arteries that are blocked, 2 at 95 percent blocked, and 1 at 100 percent blocked. and in his legs, there are blockages too. his heart is working at about 25 percent right now, and we are doing a battery of tests, to find out if we could do a bypass surgery, if hes even able to do that, we will find out in the next few days. right now tests first and then a game plan of attack.
im heartbroken and worried. i hope he pulls thro and we can have him spend the rest of his days at home.
just been a stressful week, havent slept in two day, tonight i will try to get some sleep finally.
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medical journey
well im on insulin now, 10mg in the morning and 10mg at night. for two weeks, then possible go to 20mg morning and night. so yeah, yay, get to poke myself with needles. it sucks, but its the best option for me right now, since i cant control my blood sugars any other way.
update, so its been a week, and im starting to feel better, have more energy, and the shots arent painful, because its a small needle. thank god.
To the masses
no we do not turn away anyone. we help.
“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed, to me:
I lift my lamp beside the golden door.” Emma Lazarus
its a human on human issue. not muslims or what ever other religion you think is wrong.
we all have bad people in every "group" we have put people in. does not mean all people are bad. there are "bad" humans, but there are so many more "good" humans.
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