so the news isnt good, its about my father, he has 3 main arteries that are blocked, 2 at 95 percent blocked, and 1 at 100 percent blocked. and in his legs, there are blockages too. his heart is working at about 25 percent right now, and we are doing a battery of tests, to find out if we could do a bypass surgery, if hes even able to do that, we will find out in the next few days. right now tests first and then a game plan of attack.
im heartbroken and worried. i hope he pulls thro and we can have him spend the rest of his days at home.
just been a stressful week, havent slept in two day, tonight i will try to get some sleep finally.
if you pray, say a prayer for my lovely father please. we need it.
EDIT**
we went over surgery options for bypass surgery and the risks outweigh the rewards, and my father decided against the surgery.
hes only working with a heart pumping at 13 percent now. so he could go in 2 days, or 2 months or a yr. but they said more like 2 months tops.
so now we are at home, with hospice care. so its hospice that will be helping me take care of him daily, until the dreadful day comes when we will have to say goodbye.
im so thankful for the time i have with him.
this really really is the most painful and heartbreaking thing ive ever gone thro.