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miss you dad

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so as if October 21st, 2016 at 130am, my father peacefully passed away in hospice care, my world is crushed. but im hanging on. and taking it one day at a time.
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sad news

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so the news isnt good, its about my father, he has 3 main arteries that are blocked, 2 at 95 percent blocked, and 1 at 100 percent blocked. and in his legs, there are blockages too. his heart is working at about 25 percent right now, and we are doing a battery of tests, to find out if we could do a bypass surgery, if hes even able to do that, we will find out in the next few days. right now tests first and then a game plan of attack.

im heartbroken and worried. i hope he pulls thro and we can have him spend the rest of his days at home. 

just been a stressful week, havent slept in two day, tonight i will try to get some sleep finally. 

if you pray, say a prayer for my lovely father please. we need it. 

EDIT** 

we went over surgery options for bypass surgery and the risks outweigh the rewards, and my father decided against the surgery. 

hes only working with a heart pumping at 13 percent now. so he could go in 2 days, or 2 months or a yr. but they said more like 2 months tops. 

so now we are at home, with hospice care. so its hospice that will be helping me take care of him daily, until the dreadful day comes when we will have to say goodbye. 

im so thankful for the time i have with him. 

this really really is the most painful and heartbreaking thing ive ever gone thro. 
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medical journey

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well im on insulin now, 10mg in the morning and 10mg at night. for two weeks, then possible go to 20mg morning and night. so yeah, yay, get to poke myself with needles. it sucks, but its the best option for me right now, since i cant control my blood sugars any other way. 

update, so its been a week, and im starting to feel better, have more energy, and the shots arent painful, because its a small needle. thank god. 



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To the masses

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no we do not turn away anyone. we help.

“Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed, to me:
I lift my lamp beside the golden door.”  Emma Lazarus

its a human on human issue. not muslims or what ever other religion you think is wrong.
we all have bad people in every "group" we have put people in. does not mean all people are bad. there are "bad" humans, but there are so many more "good" humans.
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To the Heavy

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To the Heavy -

Its not stress that kills us, it is our reaction to it.

‪#‎HansSelye‬
‪#‎iknowJenny‬

All we ever do is react. There is no past and no future. So reacting is synonymous with experience. And death is an equal, and necessary, part of this alien hologram.

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