She always returns

feeling love
feeling the beauty of the day

feeling the light on my face
desperate you call
and i always return to you

i seek you
knowing all to well
the end is not near
and your the one i should fear

you keep circling in my head
over and over
again and again

i push you pull
only to know

how i miss you
see what you do to me

you can never be erased
only held in the attic
your my fire in the attic
a proof of life

I would tear my head apart
to never hear or see you again
but all of these scars can never be erased

for you are the one who comforts me
when the light gets too bright